AMNESIA.

I’m begging for a cold shower, laced with new audio
Wasting my days spending nights with the party folk
How do I deflate when we all see stars burst?
Feeling less comparing steps with the Hikers
Low self-esteem is it weaved in my fibres
Am I debating entertaining the high curse
They preach peace but do eye for a eye first
Do I rhyme to untie nerves? Inner bleeding
Is it feeding change or is it more impeding?
Tripping over chains, closed doors I can’t see the reason
Old friends, good times, I been meeting neither
Life could taste sweeter with a little bit of amnesia
Quiet like I flipped the phase of the same beat
I’m leaving crumbs in attempts to stay neat
Shedding all the flaws of the course we chasing
Our eyes burn so we’re forced to day dream

Cant fight, the feeling’s holding me down
How can we flee the compound?
Am I a sucker for waiting till the days end?
Cold streets don’t parade, please persuade me
Come here and make me,
I beg
That you load up your gun and persuade me
I can’t leave this oasis,
I can see no way out

Hiding for ages
How do I change this?
These days wanna flee the oasis
Coated in pain meds
Folding the papers
Soaring planes go on solo vacations
It’s torture to face this
audience of strangers
On the doors of this desert of changes
How did I make it?
Faint winds from the paths that I’ve taken
I’m rowing against them

Cant fight the feelings is holding me down
How can we flee the compound?
Am I a sucker for waiting 'til the days end?
Cold streets don’t parade, please persuade me